I Want To Write a Poem
I want to write a poem
not regular poem that you read and forget about next day.
I want to write a poem that will haunt you for months,
that will be the poem you think about
when your heart breaks into million pieces
and never seems to come back together.
I want you to think about my words
when your soul is in pain and your mind aches.
I want my poem to be beautiful,
not beautiful as you might think.
Not as beautiful as boy you have crush on.
Another kind of beautiful.
As sunset, as memory from childhood.
Sunset and sunrise.
moon and sun
ying and yan.
I might never write something like that
because for me, it would be unbelievable,
something i could stare at for hours
and wondering how something on earth could melt
my soul and heart this way.
I want to feel that.
It might not be in poem.
I found what i have been looking for,
in her eyes.